Fat and ugly is what I am

It’s not a matter of depression or loss of words

I can’t understand

It’s true, it’s sincere, it’s me and what I do

Fat and ugly is what I am

The more they tell me

The more I come to terms in my head

Thinking thoughts that should be forgotten

But never do they leave

Fat and ugly is what I am

It’s the truth those that are willing to tell

I could smile and pretend to give a damn

But I really don’t, so why should I bother

With such a trivial matter?

Fat and ugly is what I am

No matter who tells me what they think I am

I know me, I know my body, mind, and soul

They can’t change what I know

Fat and ugly is what I am

Not even God could persuade me

To believe in myself

Or any circumstance of chance

That is said to come my way

Some awful sunny day

Fat and ugly is what I am

I’m dead inside already

So what does it matter to murder

My self esteem

I will always be

I will always see

The truth in my eyes

Reflects from yours

And here we stand

I feel alone now and unafraid of my circumstance

Take me in and hold me down

I won’t wrestle

I won’t drown

Keep me where I am

So that they can understand

Fat and ugly is what I am